Swift X today. Frankly, I wasn't nervous one bit. Even during the race, I was still thinking clear. Save the fact that my mind couldnt make me have bigger strides. Breathing, arm swing and all were fine. Just lousy strides. 90 degree knee lifts! BY SUNDAY.

I guess I started off well. Did not hold back in fear of burning out too early. Pia-ed as much as I could at the start. but well, totally died at the " horse running track " . My strides were puny. Shikes. If this goes on, I 'll seriously lose out to S and G even W. Now that I knw L also has some involvement in 400h, I better start working damn hard .

and then... I always say that. Queerness, I haven't even checked out my timing.

F you loser. You talk like you know everything that is needed to groom a good runner. So you think you are a good runner? save it. Come come come, slam me like I dont care about eveyrthing! Cause I reallly don't! I am irresponsible and UNcommitted unlike any particular DEAR member of the team.

Committment to the team. What are you in track for? To run. Objective: Run and show results. what we have here are people , using track and field trainings as a channel of social interaction and struggles from workouts can be ( possibly) attributed to the obligation to maintain social cohesion among team members. a.k.a Competition , i mean BAD competition. Why turn sour when you cant do it. Only work harder. Possibly play less soccer so you wont get stiff thighs.

Kill me if it makes you happier. But I wont let you. I never want to make you happier



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