Saturday, January 20, 2007
She's never alone, because she's scared of what she might say to herself
Always drinking in the backroom of the bar where everyone turns in
A half-hearted grin
She won't be afraid as long as that prescription keeps going through
And all the happy pills make her look like cardboard cut out of someone,
I use to learn from
But on the phone, she's telling everyone,that there was a blue sky, she left behind
And there's a place that no one knows about,
Away from integrity she writes a book in her head that nobody will read
Whatever you say, please don't talk about the time when she was young
Apparently that was a different person and so long ago it's strange to me,there's no history
But there's a past and she's telling everyone It must be a garden,
that wouldn't grow
With roots of shame, too sensitive to blame to herself as we watch he drown,
I can't save the queen without a kingdom or a crown
Somewhere in this lonely game of sympathy there is a selfish dream
That makes me sick
Standing on the high wire while you're on the ground
To you what is dangerous is safe and sound............
......
Throbbing head and sore back. Feeling incredibly impatient with myself. Google refuses to explain to me about the convex PPF although i knw the rest of the world already knows. But then again, just the start of the term, I've bore several uncertainties which I sadly am to unmotivated to resolve. Wrongs that I refuse to evaluate and diseases I find hard to cure.
Laziness is a disease. The lack of motivation induces it. I have lazy therefore I am diseased. Diseased as in dis-eased. I am feeling the utmost difficulty to carry out tasks. Necessary they may be but not a must. Diseases are curable , dis-ease takes something, perhaps a miracle.
And then, it doesnt rain but hailstorms (?)
You know the feeling of trying to clean off a stubborn stain on your glasses , only to break them in the end. Such despair! While cursing over the damage, who would evaulate what one has done to cause it in the first place? I;m not saying that we have to take all the blame ourselves but OH MY GOODNESS, some people just don't know they do stupid things!
Disney Night was decently cool I guess. The last item was erm.. displaced ? Distasteful. It looked utterly wrong. Some girls don't know what's right for them.
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Distasteful. Like you.
Pleasantly self-centred
Politely boastful
Plain ol' selfish
Once a year, we condemn and curse about our terrible times ahead. Anticipate the end of it all. That the only time we think alike. That the only trait we share.
I should learn to make decisive decisions. Balancing on the decisive whatever 'll induce multiple calamities. It's hard pleasinng everyone. So , I've decided not to.
overheard a group of dno what school people ..
" JC life stressful cause people think too much about things that dont need to think about"
way true. ¶ 12:07 AM
Always drinking in the backroom of the bar where everyone turns in
A half-hearted grin
She won't be afraid as long as that prescription keeps going through
And all the happy pills make her look like cardboard cut out of someone,
I use to learn from
But on the phone, she's telling everyone,that there was a blue sky, she left behind
And there's a place that no one knows about,
Away from integrity she writes a book in her head that nobody will read
Whatever you say, please don't talk about the time when she was young
Apparently that was a different person and so long ago it's strange to me,there's no history
But there's a past and she's telling everyone It must be a garden,
that wouldn't grow
With roots of shame, too sensitive to blame to herself as we watch he drown,
I can't save the queen without a kingdom or a crown
Somewhere in this lonely game of sympathy there is a selfish dream
That makes me sick
Standing on the high wire while you're on the ground
To you what is dangerous is safe and sound............
......
Throbbing head and sore back. Feeling incredibly impatient with myself. Google refuses to explain to me about the convex PPF although i knw the rest of the world already knows. But then again, just the start of the term, I've bore several uncertainties which I sadly am to unmotivated to resolve. Wrongs that I refuse to evaluate and diseases I find hard to cure.
Laziness is a disease. The lack of motivation induces it. I have lazy therefore I am diseased. Diseased as in dis-eased. I am feeling the utmost difficulty to carry out tasks. Necessary they may be but not a must. Diseases are curable , dis-ease takes something, perhaps a miracle.
And then, it doesnt rain but hailstorms (?)
You know the feeling of trying to clean off a stubborn stain on your glasses , only to break them in the end. Such despair! While cursing over the damage, who would evaulate what one has done to cause it in the first place? I;m not saying that we have to take all the blame ourselves but OH MY GOODNESS, some people just don't know they do stupid things!
Disney Night was decently cool I guess. The last item was erm.. displaced ? Distasteful. It looked utterly wrong. Some girls don't know what's right for them.
-
Distasteful. Like you.
Pleasantly self-centred
Politely boastful
Plain ol' selfish
Once a year, we condemn and curse about our terrible times ahead. Anticipate the end of it all. That the only time we think alike. That the only trait we share.
I should learn to make decisive decisions. Balancing on the decisive whatever 'll induce multiple calamities. It's hard pleasinng everyone. So , I've decided not to.
overheard a group of dno what school people ..
" JC life stressful cause people think too much about things that dont need to think about"
way true. ¶ 12:07 AM
