Thursday, July 06, 2006
yes ? no ? maybe ? I don't know ... Can you repeat the question ?
failed attempts to wake up at 3 ... args so depressing!
14th July is very soon.In some way I do feel sorry for myself.
Job Shadowing with Mr. Menon was ... alright. The usual humor which was sadly impossible to keep me hyped up for the entire day. Was pretty intent on staying til 5 but simply died out at 2. Fortunately there was the company of Rou2 and Mel Tee. The toughest task of the day was to highlight the Nats' programme and participants list. Besides that, watching the departmental meeting was another slightly more amusing thing.
Mr Shyam was particularly helpful in giving the details of becoming a teacher. A P.E teacher to be exact cause I somehow showed some interest. Or maybe because Phong and Rou2 expressed no interest. Well oh well.. A starting pay of nearly 3000 bucks while studying AT THE SAME TIME is quite attractive .. that includes 4 months of paid holidays. HMMMM.
This is terribly queer but I think I can relate to Superman ( as scripted in the movie ) very very well. I am turning 16 soon and I do not look forward to it. At 16, I wont have the ability to benefit the world with what little knowledge and application I can garner. At 16, I cannot save the world. At 16, I cannot put my heart down to something I want. At 16, I wont be 15 anymore.
Strange as it seems I feel like the rest of the world has grown wings and made attempts at jumping out of their nests while I still struggle to break free from my exceptionally buggerin' shell. In any case, I would choose to hurry through every process so that I would at least catch up. However, in haste, processes are not done to its fullest efficiency and therefore its effectiveness is not fully shown. By the time, I grow wings, they might be mutated, weak or simply unable to stretch . All the haste, all the impatience , all the spurs of the moment , all the " heck ! just do it " occassions have taken a toll and unthinkable consequences previously have surfaced. So clearly.
And now as " So Long Superman" plays at the background and my lazy brother sleeps for the 2nd hr running. I inevitably feel unneeded in this arena where the talents are aplenty and my effort would be seen as a secondary or a unneeded option. Its also very frustrating cos Solitaire Showdown is not loading.
hiaaaaak!
¶ 5:14 AM 
failed attempts to wake up at 3 ... args so depressing!
14th July is very soon.
Job Shadowing with Mr. Menon was ... alright. The usual humor which was sadly impossible to keep me hyped up for the entire day. Was pretty intent on staying til 5 but simply died out at 2. Fortunately there was the company of Rou2 and Mel Tee. The toughest task of the day was to highlight the Nats' programme and participants list. Besides that, watching the departmental meeting was another slightly more amusing thing.
Mr Shyam was particularly helpful in giving the details of becoming a teacher. A P.E teacher to be exact cause I somehow showed some interest. Or maybe because Phong and Rou2 expressed no interest. Well oh well.. A starting pay of nearly 3000 bucks while studying AT THE SAME TIME is quite attractive .. that includes 4 months of paid holidays. HMMMM.
This is terribly queer but I think I can relate to Superman ( as scripted in the movie ) very very well. I am turning 16 soon and I do not look forward to it. At 16, I wont have the ability to benefit the world with what little knowledge and application I can garner. At 16, I cannot save the world. At 16, I cannot put my heart down to something I want. At 16, I wont be 15 anymore.
Strange as it seems I feel like the rest of the world has grown wings and made attempts at jumping out of their nests while I still struggle to break free from my exceptionally buggerin' shell. In any case, I would choose to hurry through every process so that I would at least catch up. However, in haste, processes are not done to its fullest efficiency and therefore its effectiveness is not fully shown. By the time, I grow wings, they might be mutated, weak or simply unable to stretch . All the haste, all the impatience , all the spurs of the moment , all the " heck ! just do it " occassions have taken a toll and unthinkable consequences previously have surfaced. So clearly.
And now as " So Long Superman" plays at the background and my lazy brother sleeps for the 2nd hr running. I inevitably feel unneeded in this arena where the talents are aplenty and my effort would be seen as a secondary or a unneeded option. Its also very frustrating cos Solitaire Showdown is not loading.
hiaaaaak!
