Monday, July 10, 2006
and one more thing ... I really should have gone for OBS , be it lumut or ubin. HELL I SHOULD HAVE JUST GONE LA. What's the fuss about the blooody 14th of July which might scar my life emotionally and probably physically if I fall and get paralysed waist down. I dont know why the sudden rush of regret but yes ... you get the point.
All the Lincoln la , Holt la, Gandhi la .... Oh whatever la. I only got NATIONALS LA.
what a pissing off.
A coach telling his disciple to not run. Explicitly saying: Any way you wont do so well.
I THANK YOU FOR THE FRANKNESS. I live by little contributions of hope from the words I gather around. I don't care if you're saying for the sake for letting me live a day longer and not actually mean it. I would really love you if you did mean what you say and impart the elements of faith onto my worthless being. It's that or nothing.
Sincere thanks to all who had senselessly encouraged me , telling me that everything will be ok. ( In your opinion ) Then again, I just might be seduced by those very " comforting " words and fall into the trap of deceit .. in that I just might be as mighty as you speak me as.
Yet more sincere thanks to the few of you who" senselessly" bombard me , telling me I am wrong ,I will not make it this year. Telling me that ... " yes, you'll come back but not now." Oh yes, I will bounce back and I'd give thanks to you and remember you for as long as I survive. Sounds very morbid if I may say but I would go true torture to , regain the memory of working hard and not putting off what I find difficult.
To you who I spend so much time worrying about, this post got wiped out once and I am too faceless to retype what I said. But what I can say is ... you proved that you tried. And for that I like you for the way you did it. What's more, the very special way to show your enthusiasm which I slightly appreciate has now made me almost a fan of you. You don't know how to put your words across , do you? It's okay, I could tell from the way you looked. For that very reason ... I salute you. You day will come again. You sure know how to impart sorrow to me but for that.. it 's absolutely fine.
... did I mention ? I want to skip school tomorrow ¶ 5:05 AM
All the Lincoln la , Holt la, Gandhi la .... Oh whatever la. I only got NATIONALS LA.
what a pissing off.
A coach telling his disciple to not run. Explicitly saying: Any way you wont do so well.
I THANK YOU FOR THE FRANKNESS. I live by little contributions of hope from the words I gather around. I don't care if you're saying for the sake for letting me live a day longer and not actually mean it. I would really love you if you did mean what you say and impart the elements of faith onto my worthless being. It's that or nothing.
Sincere thanks to all who had senselessly encouraged me , telling me that everything will be ok. ( In your opinion ) Then again, I just might be seduced by those very " comforting " words and fall into the trap of deceit .. in that I just might be as mighty as you speak me as.
Yet more sincere thanks to the few of you who" senselessly" bombard me , telling me I am wrong ,I will not make it this year. Telling me that ... " yes, you'll come back but not now." Oh yes, I will bounce back and I'd give thanks to you and remember you for as long as I survive. Sounds very morbid if I may say but I would go true torture to , regain the memory of working hard and not putting off what I find difficult.
To you who I spend so much time worrying about, this post got wiped out once and I am too faceless to retype what I said. But what I can say is ... you proved that you tried. And for that I like you for the way you did it. What's more, the very special way to show your enthusiasm which I slightly appreciate has now made me almost a fan of you. You don't know how to put your words across , do you? It's okay, I could tell from the way you looked. For that very reason ... I salute you. You day will come again. You sure know how to impart sorrow to me but for that.. it 's absolutely fine.
... did I mention ? I want to skip school tomorrow ¶ 5:05 AM
