the past few days of the week were absolutely insane. now now, im sure you'll know why.

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it sucks to be influenced even at the slightest nudge or even a tinge affected at things that simply are not worthed a tiny fraction of your time. What we see, what we hear and what we infer, we take it all in .. we become paranoid , do all kinds of sith stuff. Why? the way others do it probably works and since we want it better for ourselves we follow suit .. and follow into sith.

I do not need to stay up late. I can't afford to.

I never had good confidence. Not a tinge. Nows the time. jiahui must go all out for trngs. the best is yet to be. the best will be me.

I can clear with 4 steps. oh joyful

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Sucks to you who always console yourself and somehow deliver an invisible smack to people around who care about you. We are .. or at least I am tired of the way you shut your doors to our encouragement .. well , in your heart you have decided how you should feel but thats no way to react. By all means, suit yourself. I had enough. I'm fine with anything. You havent realised why ...or have you, sucks to you who lives in denial. I pity you.



Finally, got those stuff off my chest.
Doris and I came up with an amazing J - list. I am very amused , still. Doris is a very good friend. I hope she continues to keep me sane.

And devoted some of my time to someone whom I think needs an icecream treat soon. Words were sparse but well .. it set me thinking. My regards to you, keep sane. We certainly hope there are brighter days ahead.

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Missed the final. I slept at 11. The match was at 230. Conclusion, I missed the match.
Anyhows, Barca is saintly = )

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Watched xiao hai bu ben 2 in school today. Very thought provoking. Somehow a little exaggerated but come to think of it, extreme cases do coincide. Then again, I do see how you get 12 marks for a chinese test ? heh....

The house is quiet and still now. I should be getting off to sleep.

I wouldnt say I don't care but I care less , no , i care suitably little. YOU overreact. - thumbsdown

With less than 2 months to nationals, I wish all the best to nj track team = )  ¶ 9:34 AM