now now, why did I get so upset over a minute of inability? Inability due to fatigue ... does that have to affect your mentality? Now now, you are still going to go out there.. show them all your magic .. live up to your gutsy label which has spurred you on ever since your teacher spoke of it in sec1. Now now, you won't want to look back and regret. You never should have contemplated purposely spraining your ankle by deliberately slipping on that innocent puddle of water. You should never have contemplated falling off the stairs. Now now, why did you even let those unnecessary things cross your mind.

Its just national juniors. Its your stepping stone to a better nationals. Please look back the previous year , how you were so upset it was a 4th and how it spurred you on so much so much .... Now now, don't let your moment of inability let your spirits be drag down ( thanks johnson) , track means too much to you and you cant quit. You have come thus far.

Now now, you are just stressed up and unhappy about the current school work. You are physically tired and discouraged by previous events. Now now, its time to clear your rainy clouds and let the sun shine. Prettier days are ahead and tomorrow shall be the first.

you hv it there. you just havent used it to the fullest. Now now, jiahui don't be hindered by this minute problem. Things will go your way .. some day.  ¶ 6:14 AM