It's been indeed quite a while ever since I have gained such substantial satisfaction from training. A rainy and gloomy day, accompanied by out of the norm strong winds threatening to blow me off my feet and falter the route I am taking.
The passion fuels me on , the will drives me . Nobody knows how many times I stood in front of 3 hurdles , bearing so much hope to overcome them all .. most perfectly. Many times , I stood at the start , trying hard to recall .. how , how did it happen back in 2002? After many attempts, I have finally , finally got it going again.
The rush of relief to my head got me into high spirits. I was determined to go over and over and over until .. If I could, was near perfection.
Tell me I can make a difference, tell me this year will be better, tell me that I have improved , tel me that I will make it. Amidst all the absolute imperfections that threaten to drown me and even eat up my insides, the only remedy has to work. I just want to live.
7 hurdles trial next week. I need mental training. I need re-charge. I need ENERGY. I need loads of steriods. heh.
Salute