Saturday, March 18, 2006
As this short holiday drives towards an end,
I feel the need to end my random blogging with
something worthed the read , well at least it'll prove meaningful the next time I look back at this insignificantly portioned pensieve of my thoughts. Something that I will and only I will understand.
Making a deep dive carrying less oxygen recommended for the actual dive. Along the way, I encountered something out of the itenary, I choked , I shocked , I worried.. My oxygen ran out. I died. No , well actually not really die but I felt the pre-requisites of it.
The moment of near suffocation , I was thrown into a state of confusion , I struggled and panicked , my ocean of thoughts date back to the most memorable moments of my existence , I savoured them for what seem like the last time, I loathed them for what seem like the last time.
Just before I knew it , I was pulled out of the water. I poked at my own eyeball to test if I were still alive. Yes I was alive . I heaved a great sigh of relief that I have braved the near death experience.
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- I have mastered a long-lost , rare-sighted power and I feel extremely accomplished
- I shall readily put that power to use. To protect the ones that I love, to protect myself and dispose of the ones that I loathe.
- I shall stop picturing myself , summoning vast amounts of strength to throw the individual I loathe into the air and bending his/her spine into two.
- I shall stop buying Man Utd players for Fantasy Football for .. allow me I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY FIELD THEIR PLAYERS.
- Despite the previous rant, I still love Man Utd.
- I miss talking to Jem
- I shall be extremely mindful
- I want to step out of this " depression suffering" life that I am practicing ( at least for this hols) and be D.O.H about everything I do.
- I want to be selfish
- I need to be enlightened as to why W.H.U lost this week and maybe why fergie fielded k.r instead of park
- I will not say never mind to anything.
- I loathe magic balls. ( ben , you're forgiven)
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Looking back I clearly see , what it is that's killing me.
Will they open their eyes, and realize we are one
- Open Their Eyes by AlterBridge
