Monday, February 20, 2006
tell me when you hit the highway
I have had a rather fulfilling weekend to start with and thats something I should be happy about.
Today is monday. I had a pretty cool monday. Not too boring, not too hectic. well .. just right. Let me relate to you the day's events.
Highlights
My reliable txtbook has brought me good marks ofr my ih essay.
I did not get to lick the chalk filled board
Miss Yap said she dint knw what we were doing with our model
Was demoralised by the fact I can't do standing broad jump as well as I could
I still cant do inclined pull ups. THE NUMBER TO BEAT IS STILL 3.
I forgot to return the prize trays and the skirting , the OM was literally chasing me.
MY FIRST HURDLE TRNG. MY FIRST BRUISE. MY FIRST HIT BY A BALL this year.
I guess thats about all.
Kinda found the repression and sublimation stuff in Man And Ideas rather cool.
Apparently a certain person aint very keen on having me as his group work member.
I still havent gotten anything.
Mom signed me up for G.club. hoorah?
Assessment week is coming very soon.
Yeah really thats all.
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The fact that this question keeps popping up in my mind shows that its time that I allocate time to this special thought which might change the road I lay out for the rest of my life. Maybe it'll work out again maybe it'll not. I have not tried so I dno but do I want to continue , nearly half heartedly.
like doris said a few times, isnt it just cool to be a pro athlete? well .. cool yes? but how do you go abt attaining that level so as that it'll ensure you the confidence that your skill can support you through? All the sweat , time, sacrifices .. am I ready to give it my all? I loook at things around me, it is as if they are all holding signs saying .. ARE YOU SURE? WHAT IF ?
I want to do well in hurdles as much as I want to get at least B + for every subject. Now that, I have lost interest and drive in attaining even a B , do I still have what it takes to complete the rest of the 8 hurdles when 2 hurdles seem like a ultimate difficulty. N yes, I do get affected by the people around me. I will hate you if you make me feel sorry for myself. I will love you if you lift me up with invisble hands. However, I really cant tell who.
My favourite pasttime: grinding my teeth and thinking how life would be if I had quit track
I would be less skinny( fat was not mentioned)
I would watch people run , watch people get medals, watch people break records ( not exactly the best of all)
I guess I 'll stop here I have a task at hand and I am responsible. Maybe if I sleep and wake up, I will forget that I actually regretted joining track. If you hadnt figured out : I THINK i am discouraged.
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for your birthday, I .. will wait.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! COME ON JIAHUI, YOU'RE GOOD AT THIS.
i was but i am not anymore. ¶ 5:28 AM
I have had a rather fulfilling weekend to start with and thats something I should be happy about.
Today is monday. I had a pretty cool monday. Not too boring, not too hectic. well .. just right. Let me relate to you the day's events.
Highlights
My reliable txtbook has brought me good marks ofr my ih essay.
I did not get to lick the chalk filled board
Miss Yap said she dint knw what we were doing with our model
Was demoralised by the fact I can't do standing broad jump as well as I could
I still cant do inclined pull ups. THE NUMBER TO BEAT IS STILL 3.
I forgot to return the prize trays and the skirting , the OM was literally chasing me.
MY FIRST HURDLE TRNG. MY FIRST BRUISE. MY FIRST HIT BY A BALL this year.
I guess thats about all.
Kinda found the repression and sublimation stuff in Man And Ideas rather cool.
Apparently a certain person aint very keen on having me as his group work member.
I still havent gotten anything.
Mom signed me up for G.club. hoorah?
Assessment week is coming very soon.
Yeah really thats all.
-
The fact that this question keeps popping up in my mind shows that its time that I allocate time to this special thought which might change the road I lay out for the rest of my life. Maybe it'll work out again maybe it'll not. I have not tried so I dno but do I want to continue , nearly half heartedly.
like doris said a few times, isnt it just cool to be a pro athlete? well .. cool yes? but how do you go abt attaining that level so as that it'll ensure you the confidence that your skill can support you through? All the sweat , time, sacrifices .. am I ready to give it my all? I loook at things around me, it is as if they are all holding signs saying .. ARE YOU SURE? WHAT IF ?
I want to do well in hurdles as much as I want to get at least B + for every subject. Now that, I have lost interest and drive in attaining even a B , do I still have what it takes to complete the rest of the 8 hurdles when 2 hurdles seem like a ultimate difficulty. N yes, I do get affected by the people around me. I will hate you if you make me feel sorry for myself. I will love you if you lift me up with invisble hands. However, I really cant tell who.
My favourite pasttime: grinding my teeth and thinking how life would be if I had quit track
I would be less skinny( fat was not mentioned)
I would watch people run , watch people get medals, watch people break records ( not exactly the best of all)
I guess I 'll stop here I have a task at hand and I am responsible. Maybe if I sleep and wake up, I will forget that I actually regretted joining track. If you hadnt figured out : I THINK i am discouraged.
-
for your birthday, I .. will wait.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! COME ON JIAHUI, YOU'RE GOOD AT THIS.
i was but i am not anymore. ¶ 5:28 AM
