Thursday, January 12, 2006
, hate every beautiful day
Its been raining for 8 days in a row. No reason to hate a beautiful day. But there are no beautiful days ahead at least I see for now. Good days maybe. Bad days plentiful ahead. Beautiful days .. I dutifully await.
It makes me wonder why I do what I do for. I do it I get something and it simply stops there. I live in fear that I will lose my cool and put the rest of the human species off for the rest of my next 3o lives. I feel in restriction , I note your facial expressions and wonder if you're just making them look tolerable so I would not feel hurt and turn angry enough to eat you up.
Do we realise how we sometimes relate to the lyrics of songs so well ? That's because feelings cant be spoken only sung. Spoken feelings kill. Really brutally.
I am one sad helluva pain in the ass ¶ 6:26 AM
Its been raining for 8 days in a row. No reason to hate a beautiful day. But there are no beautiful days ahead at least I see for now. Good days maybe. Bad days plentiful ahead. Beautiful days .. I dutifully await.
It makes me wonder why I do what I do for. I do it I get something and it simply stops there. I live in fear that I will lose my cool and put the rest of the human species off for the rest of my next 3o lives. I feel in restriction , I note your facial expressions and wonder if you're just making them look tolerable so I would not feel hurt and turn angry enough to eat you up.
Do we realise how we sometimes relate to the lyrics of songs so well ? That's because feelings cant be spoken only sung. Spoken feelings kill. Really brutally.
I am one sad helluva pain in the ass ¶ 6:26 AM
