Wednesday, October 26, 2005
killed my chances , killed them all
YES YES no point dwelling over it , what's done is done and so good luck jiahui , for your future is still as bright as the morning sun , as hopeful as the ( whtever that describes hopeful). I am as special and talented as before. Nothing's gonna change the way things go. The only difference that can be made can only be done by myself.
and so, it occured to me while tears were welling up in my eyes, suddenly i see no wrong in letting it go. Immense immense disappointment, and yes grievances, anger explode all over the place. I buried into the arms to those whom I have cared for and repeat what they have done except that I was not the one giving support.
eff. the feeling sucks. It struck me halfway again. Why the tears? Why waste your tears on things that might not be worthy.I have failed myself and let the tide wash in. I cannot let that happen again. uh uh uh uh uh uh
i love myself so much that I cannot afford to give up. You cant blame me for that ¶ 10:20 PM
YES YES no point dwelling over it , what's done is done and so good luck jiahui , for your future is still as bright as the morning sun , as hopeful as the ( whtever that describes hopeful). I am as special and talented as before. Nothing's gonna change the way things go. The only difference that can be made can only be done by myself.
and so, it occured to me while tears were welling up in my eyes, suddenly i see no wrong in letting it go. Immense immense disappointment, and yes grievances, anger explode all over the place. I buried into the arms to those whom I have cared for and repeat what they have done except that I was not the one giving support.
eff. the feeling sucks. It struck me halfway again. Why the tears? Why waste your tears on things that might not be worthy.I have failed myself and let the tide wash in. I cannot let that happen again. uh uh uh uh uh uh
i love myself so much that I cannot afford to give up. You cant blame me for that ¶ 10:20 PM
