Saturday, October 01, 2005
i am getting too distracted and this cannot go on !
kjghalksg writes too many implicit things on her blog ! and they keep me guessing ! does she know how DANGEROUS this is ?! She makes me guess and I will get paranoid and if i get paranoid i will suspect her and if i suspect her i wont be able to treat her normally and that'll be bad ! oh my goodness ! see how possessiveness can kill a person's character ! i think i am sucha loser !
I dun think I can say everything that I feel here cos ( I knw I cant ! ) YOU write all those things on your blog ! SO THAT PEOPLE WILL ASK YOU WHAT HAD HAPPENED ! oh so cool then ! you have alllll the attention that you want ! i dun care la ! not my problem anyway !
I cannot have green eyes ! I cannot be greeen in ENVVVVY. although i LOVE GREEN OH SO MUCH. I MUST LEARN TO RESPECT THE DECISIONS OF OTHERS AND BE CONSIDERATE OF THEIR BEHAVIOUR.
YES YES ! that is what I shall do. I PRACTICE WHAT I PREACH.
and for allll i knw ! one day, this EFFING , undefined , yet-to-be-named emotion would slowly fade away and I would not be bothered and distracted and put down by all the crap that it has brought about. YESYES, i have done this before and it worked ! so IT'LL WORK AGAIN.
GO JIAHUI ! you rock and nobody rocks more than you ! not even ashgalks ! cos alsdghlka is selfish ! nonono askdhlasd is not selfish ! adhgakshgl is just _____ ( insert undefined term).
ahwels but come to think of it, you sit here wondering A IS DOING WITH B. AND THEN REALISE OH THEY ARE DOING THIS ! then you go , OH MY THEY ARE DOING THIS. how will this affect me ?
NO.1 - START LISTING THE POSSIBILITES WHY THEY ARE DOING THIS
NO.2 - THE REASONS WHY A BOTHERED
NO.3 - THE REASONS WHY B BOTHERED TO LISTEN
NO.4- THE PROS AND THE CONS ( CONS ALWAYS OUTWEIGH THE PROS!)
NO.5- START HAVING STUPID THOUHGTS
NO.6- PARANOIA SETS IN
NO.7- MOOD IS AFFECTED
NO.8 - GETS ROWDY !
hmmmm is it worth it ?
I DUNNNOO. ( shruggs til shoulders ache)
whatever it is ! YOU WILL MUG HARD AND NOT LET THESE UNNECESSARY THINGS BOTHER YOU !
LIKE ALL OF THEM HAVE SAID !
1. if it is meant to be then IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN
2. NO POINT spending the time that you can mug to THINK AND WORRY - bad for health
3. YOU DUN BENEFIT !
4. ( im still thinking for a 4th reason )
i have been a weak minder ! and its time to make a change !
I AM CONCRETE GIRL ! TADA !
nothing can break me ! i AM ROCKer !
call me EGOISTIC ! but i think i rock alot more than some people ! ( most ! )
everyone can be ashamed of themselves !
[ I M SORRY THIS IS SELF-MOTIVATION ]
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i just thought of a realllllly good way to COUNTERATTACK ! i hope people would help me ! :D :D :D never mind if it doesnt work, at least i tried and i knw i can stop right there !
HOLD YOU PALM OUT TO ME ! IM STILL WAITING !
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I just don't understand how he can smile it off like that. I just dunno how he controls all those hard feelings from pouring out. I just dunno how he manages to be so tolerant. I salute him for his determination to hold back and try to forget. I cant understand why he alllows this to happen, I cant understand how he can just pile it all up and shift it all aside.
I guess my situation aint half as bad as his. go all the way myfriend. for you are worthy of better things ! she may not appreciate you and she had wanted the comfort and not the responsibility. you have misinterpreted her meanings and fell into the hole that she has dug so deep that you cant climb back up to your feet.
My heart goes out to you. I am on my knees trying to get back up onto my feet. Let's do it together. RESPECT !
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ANYWAY LET'S JUST MUG IT OFF.
i thank god for tobias !
ahhhh ! like you said ! MAKE THIS FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER !
suddenly i feel like making you my best friend !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! MAY ALL GO WELL FOR YOU FOREVER AND EVER !
i'll make you hear me out really soooon ): HAHA but ohwels !
* BASS rumbling ! ¶ 2:17 PM
kjghalksg writes too many implicit things on her blog ! and they keep me guessing ! does she know how DANGEROUS this is ?! She makes me guess and I will get paranoid and if i get paranoid i will suspect her and if i suspect her i wont be able to treat her normally and that'll be bad ! oh my goodness ! see how possessiveness can kill a person's character ! i think i am sucha loser !
I dun think I can say everything that I feel here cos ( I knw I cant ! ) YOU write all those things on your blog ! SO THAT PEOPLE WILL ASK YOU WHAT HAD HAPPENED ! oh so cool then ! you have alllll the attention that you want ! i dun care la ! not my problem anyway !
I cannot have green eyes ! I cannot be greeen in ENVVVVY. although i LOVE GREEN OH SO MUCH. I MUST LEARN TO RESPECT THE DECISIONS OF OTHERS AND BE CONSIDERATE OF THEIR BEHAVIOUR.
YES YES ! that is what I shall do. I PRACTICE WHAT I PREACH.
and for allll i knw ! one day, this EFFING , undefined , yet-to-be-named emotion would slowly fade away and I would not be bothered and distracted and put down by all the crap that it has brought about. YESYES, i have done this before and it worked ! so IT'LL WORK AGAIN.
GO JIAHUI ! you rock and nobody rocks more than you ! not even ashgalks ! cos alsdghlka is selfish ! nonono askdhlasd is not selfish ! adhgakshgl is just _____ ( insert undefined term).
ahwels but come to think of it, you sit here wondering A IS DOING WITH B. AND THEN REALISE OH THEY ARE DOING THIS ! then you go , OH MY THEY ARE DOING THIS. how will this affect me ?
NO.1 - START LISTING THE POSSIBILITES WHY THEY ARE DOING THIS
NO.2 - THE REASONS WHY A BOTHERED
NO.3 - THE REASONS WHY B BOTHERED TO LISTEN
NO.4- THE PROS AND THE CONS ( CONS ALWAYS OUTWEIGH THE PROS!)
NO.5- START HAVING STUPID THOUHGTS
NO.6- PARANOIA SETS IN
NO.7- MOOD IS AFFECTED
NO.8 - GETS ROWDY !
hmmmm is it worth it ?
I DUNNNOO. ( shruggs til shoulders ache)
whatever it is ! YOU WILL MUG HARD AND NOT LET THESE UNNECESSARY THINGS BOTHER YOU !
LIKE ALL OF THEM HAVE SAID !
1. if it is meant to be then IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN
2. NO POINT spending the time that you can mug to THINK AND WORRY - bad for health
3. YOU DUN BENEFIT !
4. ( im still thinking for a 4th reason )
i have been a weak minder ! and its time to make a change !
I AM CONCRETE GIRL ! TADA !
nothing can break me ! i AM ROCKer !
call me EGOISTIC ! but i think i rock alot more than some people ! ( most ! )
everyone can be ashamed of themselves !
[ I M SORRY THIS IS SELF-MOTIVATION ]
-
i just thought of a realllllly good way to COUNTERATTACK ! i hope people would help me ! :D :D :D never mind if it doesnt work, at least i tried and i knw i can stop right there !
HOLD YOU PALM OUT TO ME ! IM STILL WAITING !
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I just don't understand how he can smile it off like that. I just dunno how he controls all those hard feelings from pouring out. I just dunno how he manages to be so tolerant. I salute him for his determination to hold back and try to forget. I cant understand why he alllows this to happen, I cant understand how he can just pile it all up and shift it all aside.
I guess my situation aint half as bad as his. go all the way myfriend. for you are worthy of better things ! she may not appreciate you and she had wanted the comfort and not the responsibility. you have misinterpreted her meanings and fell into the hole that she has dug so deep that you cant climb back up to your feet.
My heart goes out to you. I am on my knees trying to get back up onto my feet. Let's do it together. RESPECT !
-
ANYWAY LET'S JUST MUG IT OFF.
i thank god for tobias !
ahhhh ! like you said ! MAKE THIS FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER !
suddenly i feel like making you my best friend !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! MAY ALL GO WELL FOR YOU FOREVER AND EVER !
i'll make you hear me out really soooon ): HAHA but ohwels !
* BASS rumbling ! ¶ 2:17 PM
