Sunday, July 17, 2005
am talking nicholas , haiyah. hurdlers do have the same problems.
but then again, its over for us this year. BUT we will work hard to pump out some muscles in time for next year where we will burn the track. yes yes from a nobody to a medallist to a champion all over again. GO BRUDDER!
now the period of time that i truely dread is here. no more intensive track trainings, no more taking my own sweet time sitting at the door step, picking dirt from underneath my spikes, no more counting down to my much anticipated/dreaded event day , no more need to spend time psychoing myself , telling myself that im the best in the world. which i hope to believe fully someday.
and plus plus im taking my dip this year and its final, dang, my pieces are still so shitty and i totally screwed up the trinity comp, it was even worse off then last year's exam. ahwels, i can nv play mozart well in a freakin cold room. totally malu-ated myself. i rushed off the stage and out of the recital studio into the lift and out of the buidling almost immediately. well what else can i do ? IM NV STEPPING INTO NAFA again.
i knw i have said this many times but this year is so disappointing, i had such high hopes for myself but looks like it wasnt meant to be. well, may next year be the year. REVIVAL YES I AWAIT.
GO JIAHUI! now now, no more sulking and regreting and complaining.
¶ 7:59 PM
but then again, its over for us this year. BUT we will work hard to pump out some muscles in time for next year where we will burn the track. yes yes from a nobody to a medallist to a champion all over again. GO BRUDDER!
now the period of time that i truely dread is here. no more intensive track trainings, no more taking my own sweet time sitting at the door step, picking dirt from underneath my spikes, no more counting down to my much anticipated/dreaded event day , no more need to spend time psychoing myself , telling myself that im the best in the world. which i hope to believe fully someday.
and plus plus im taking my dip this year and its final, dang, my pieces are still so shitty and i totally screwed up the trinity comp, it was even worse off then last year's exam. ahwels, i can nv play mozart well in a freakin cold room. totally malu-ated myself. i rushed off the stage and out of the recital studio into the lift and out of the buidling almost immediately. well what else can i do ? IM NV STEPPING INTO NAFA again.
i knw i have said this many times but this year is so disappointing, i had such high hopes for myself but looks like it wasnt meant to be. well, may next year be the year. REVIVAL YES I AWAIT.
GO JIAHUI! now now, no more sulking and regreting and complaining.
¶ 7:59 PM
