Tuesday, June 07, 2005
12-20 1010 100m Hurdles B Girls Heats Final on 18/7 13-04
then again, I'll have to hurdle pass this saturday. Hmmm. on some days, just the mere thought of it makes me all jittery but on other days, it would seem like no big deal. I mean like, COME ON. if you cannot freaking do your 3 steps, then use your 5 ?! hahaha,but what if amelia clark's takg part, which she most probably would be. then what if she and I were the only people takg part in that event.
picture this
* bang
amelia clark chiongs off like shes running from a crashing meteorite while I ( yes me! ) trails behind, tthinkg - let whatever's behind chew on my ass, i don't care, i just want do my darn 3 steps as far as possible then i dun care how unpleasant my 5 steps look, but theres no excuse, i have to finish all 10 kinda mindset after tht, you knw what happens la.
thats the worst of the worst la. but then again, i look forward to havg 7 other unfamiliar competitors whom I can take comfort by telling them that " Oh my, this is my first time running, please go slow on me. Don't waste your energy. " then they will stare and stare and stare and in the end, they just simply ignore what you say and just chiong off like nobody's business, OH AND YOU KNW WHAT, i'll feel so happy if tat happens. -.-
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I wish that you would not be so tensed up over everything. It's good to go on the race to perfection but don't you think youre kinda over-doing it in some sense? It's encouraging to see you being so focussed and dedicated but you shouldn't let the thought of it control your entire life. Why would you want to let your perverse desires secrete into the everyday things you do? Sometimes, I'm just too worried that, you might just crumble and just fail. and all your pia-ing will just die off with you.
but on a happier note, going out with freaks on thursday (:
im oh so excited. vvvvv. excited :D
but I hope, I can detour to gombak and watch the jumpers. And see ff NOT being shy. hehs.
trng early tmrw morning, please give me assurance.
¶ 7:22 AM
picture this
* bang
amelia clark chiongs off like shes running from a crashing meteorite while I ( yes me! ) trails behind, tthinkg - let whatever's behind chew on my ass, i don't care, i just want do my darn 3 steps as far as possible then i dun care how unpleasant my 5 steps look, but theres no excuse, i have to finish all 10 kinda mindset after tht, you knw what happens la.
thats the worst of the worst la. but then again, i look forward to havg 7 other unfamiliar competitors whom I can take comfort by telling them that " Oh my, this is my first time running, please go slow on me. Don't waste your energy. " then they will stare and stare and stare and in the end, they just simply ignore what you say and just chiong off like nobody's business, OH AND YOU KNW WHAT, i'll feel so happy if tat happens. -.-
I pray I pray I pray that on that day, I
would able to command enough faith to head towards the first hurdle from my
starting blocks like how i miraculously did last year.
I pray I pray I
pray, that my trailing leg will not fail me.
I pray that even
if I do need to slam , I slam another part of my knee.
I pray I
pray I pray, that I'll be able to run a relatively fine race in bid to
allow me to summon enough assurance for coughs ( points up , see those words in
bold, yes)
I pray I pray I pray, adrenaline will rush and fill my
body as I settle into my blocks and whilst I shut my eyes within the minimal
time I have , I would be able to picture my desired technique and steps.
Then I pray I pray, with the 2nd command given , I would be on high
alert to push off like I aspire to.
>
I wish that you would not be so tensed up over everything. It's good to go on the race to perfection but don't you think youre kinda over-doing it in some sense? It's encouraging to see you being so focussed and dedicated but you shouldn't let the thought of it control your entire life. Why would you want to let your perverse desires secrete into the everyday things you do? Sometimes, I'm just too worried that, you might just crumble and just fail. and all your pia-ing will just die off with you.
but on a happier note, going out with freaks on thursday (:
im oh so excited. vvvvv. excited :D
but I hope, I can detour to gombak and watch the jumpers. And see ff NOT being shy. hehs.
trng early tmrw morning, please give me assurance.
¶ 7:22 AM
