even the best fall down sometimes,
even the stars refuse to shine,
even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

i cant open my mouth to speak when i want to. im getting so angry and unhappy again. i hate trying to mask the fact that everything's fine. just when can i stop trying to blind myself from the scary movies ? and be brave enough to stare the ghost in the face ? if im nt growing up soon enough, the world would definitely catch up on me and soon i'll be the lingering ghost of the new days.

apart from unsightly grades and some never-ending complaints, there are many more happy stuffs to be kept busy with. simple words and simple actions can make your day so wonderful. just with a tinge of THANKFULNESS on one's face is enough to make the litte you have done worthwhile. a gesture of appreciation spurrs you on to do it again, and you find pleasure and self-satisfaction even in the minute events.

perhaps all the happiness i ever wanted has been around all along. yet again, the problem of subtle-ness. the question of whether one should see and believe whats really true and not be blinded by the uninvited light.

i wonder if there are more good things like you that exist on this face of the earth.   ¶ 7:32 AM