Saturday, April 09, 2005
you try so hard to forget that you give up trying to forget
this line keeps floating in my head. i wonder if i'll end up like you.
i guess not. i forgot, your case is suppose to be the saddest and most tragic in history. perhaps you have gotten over it. good for you. but now its my turn.
whoooooole day of hurdles at gombak today
gah ohwels perhaps i should have run but its over already.
i have summoned the inspiration to train hard.
i aspire, YES I ALWAYS aspire to be like erm , good ?
phew , 13.27 still stands.
but its drawing to an end :(
what i feel like doing now :
>blasting terribly loud music in my room which i cant
>read read read read read read read
>(not) switching my phone off.
sometimes , somethings are better off not said or even thought abt cos im still not getting any. what i thought that was making me happy seems to be making me sad instead.
sorry my dears
for having screamed and sweared and whined and sobbed and cried and been violent just because i could not do myself justice ¶ 8:07 AM
this line keeps floating in my head. i wonder if i'll end up like you.
i guess not. i forgot, your case is suppose to be the saddest and most tragic in history. perhaps you have gotten over it. good for you. but now its my turn.
whoooooole day of hurdles at gombak today
gah ohwels perhaps i should have run but its over already.
i have summoned the inspiration to train hard.
i aspire, YES I ALWAYS aspire to be like erm , good ?
phew , 13.27 still stands.
but its drawing to an end :(
what i feel like doing now :
>blasting terribly loud music in my room which i cant
>read read read read read read read
>(not) switching my phone off.
sometimes , somethings are better off not said or even thought abt cos im still not getting any. what i thought that was making me happy seems to be making me sad instead.
sorry my dears
for having screamed and sweared and whined and sobbed and cried and been violent just because i could not do myself justice ¶ 8:07 AM
