Sunday, April 03, 2005
a sense of loss gargles inside me
although im not a catholic , the passing on of the Pope somehow affected me.
i feel sad not tragically sad just purely sad. down and confused all of a sudden.
hmm. the impact of a great leader i suppose.
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random random >
it just a wonder why some people get the best of everything.
i can crudely and shall crudely say that IM CURRENTLY very JEALOUS of MANY PEOPLE. im also annoyed with MANY PEOPLE.
i need something to bring this to a higher state of excitement.
i need something to look forward to in life.
i need something/ someone hold me in the hand and walk me there
i need answers.
i need to knw , how all of these actually started.
but ohwels. i NV regretted all these.
im grasping it in my palms. my palms would perspire. everything turns wet and yucky. gross. but palms might stop perspiring. everything is dry again. im back to normal. the feeling of it on my palms IS GOOD. i want to hold it there longer.
a ¶ 4:42 AM
although im not a catholic , the passing on of the Pope somehow affected me.
i feel sad not tragically sad just purely sad. down and confused all of a sudden.
hmm. the impact of a great leader i suppose.
___________________________________________________________________
random random >
it just a wonder why some people get the best of everything.
i can crudely and shall crudely say that IM CURRENTLY very JEALOUS of MANY PEOPLE. im also annoyed with MANY PEOPLE.
i need something to bring this to a higher state of excitement.
i need something to look forward to in life.
i need something/ someone hold me in the hand and walk me there
i need answers.
i need to knw , how all of these actually started.
but ohwels. i NV regretted all these.
im grasping it in my palms. my palms would perspire. everything turns wet and yucky. gross. but palms might stop perspiring. everything is dry again. im back to normal. the feeling of it on my palms IS GOOD. i want to hold it there longer.
a ¶ 4:42 AM
