Thursday, March 31, 2005
im going against my word.
i promised that i would not give up.
but i spun my way out , the easy way out.
i feel bad. perhaps i should have just go anyway and just whack and whack.
but i just couldnt. i had to say that i could not.
now what , instead of nxt sat , its the day after tomorrow.
and its not confirmed anyway. I SIMPLY LOVE to see this year go to a waste.
trust me i really do. i dunno how it should be. i dunno how i ought to feel.
my hairband breaking was indeed a bad omen
and you dunno wht its like to be like me , ¶ 5:57 AM
i promised that i would not give up.
but i spun my way out , the easy way out.
i feel bad. perhaps i should have just go anyway and just whack and whack.
but i just couldnt. i had to say that i could not.
now what , instead of nxt sat , its the day after tomorrow.
and its not confirmed anyway. I SIMPLY LOVE to see this year go to a waste.
trust me i really do. i dunno how it should be. i dunno how i ought to feel.
my hairband breaking was indeed a bad omen
and you dunno wht its like to be like me , ¶ 5:57 AM
