Wednesday, September 01, 2004
you have no idea how hard was it for me to come up with that decision. i am sure to say that i have chosen the better one. its no doubt that i'll cling to this place and not let go but soon it'll be like rubberband , slowly become looser and loose its elasticity. not to mention , some individualls are extremely bias. i dun wna mention who. BUT ITS NOT SUSIE ! really. i kinda thought about it and concluded that although she's like the zui3ying4 type but she's really really xing1ruan3 too. i mean like without her.. would i have even like smell a medal ? NO ! i guess maybe everyone should like change the way they think about her. SHE'S OKAY YOU KNOW. if you understand. now i know wad the seniors mean. TOTALLI. maybe she saw my card .. ohhmann.
" lean forward you would always say
its so hard and i would alwys fail to stay
" you wont know till you try.. "
i did and now i know how he feels to fly ..
came to ask me if i were leaving , told her i was. i wanted to say more but she kinda like said okay and turned around and walked away. she mumbled something couldnt quite catch it. could see that she was kinda sad , she was like are you sure you want to ? she was hoping for me to say not sure. i know that. im feeling really uneasy now. BUT no point !
people people people must understand. some people like some people then die die side some people then come and bias bias against some people who happen to be me.. ahwels. i think i would just crumble into rocks and smash her on the face. BEING FRANK. right.
daswei ; i know secondary school life is funn but you have to do wad you need to do and not wad you enjoy doing for the sake of future stuff.. and Os doesnt sound that easy to me. although it might to you ? :)
JQ ; i've decided that i wont cry :)
sui ; work hard and go NJ too then..
laine ; dun worry so much.. must learn to trust your decision.. you 'll have me there too !! unless you dun count me as a friend ? ahwels.
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" lean forward you would always say
its so hard and i would alwys fail to stay
" you wont know till you try.. "
i did and now i know how he feels to fly ..
came to ask me if i were leaving , told her i was. i wanted to say more but she kinda like said okay and turned around and walked away. she mumbled something couldnt quite catch it. could see that she was kinda sad , she was like are you sure you want to ? she was hoping for me to say not sure. i know that. im feeling really uneasy now. BUT no point !
people people people must understand. some people like some people then die die side some people then come and bias bias against some people who happen to be me.. ahwels. i think i would just crumble into rocks and smash her on the face. BEING FRANK. right.
daswei ; i know secondary school life is funn but you have to do wad you need to do and not wad you enjoy doing for the sake of future stuff.. and Os doesnt sound that easy to me. although it might to you ? :)
JQ ; i've decided that i wont cry :)
sui ; work hard and go NJ too then..
laine ; dun worry so much.. must learn to trust your decision.. you 'll have me there too !! unless you dun count me as a friend ? ahwels.
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